cryptic…

4 Aug
2006

trinnnggg….triiingggg….

Mirror: yo…not feeling urself?

Me: dont know dude….wanted to…but something doesnt feel right…

Mirror: i know…its strange right..when something tht is close to you…doesnt mean as much to someone else…

Me: I KNOWW….!! how cud they ever forget whatever happened….did they not feel IT…?

Mirror: maybe they did…and maybe thats precisely why they dont wanna feel it anymore. its not tht u left them with a choice…

Me: i am being selfish here…i always was…and i told them all through…at times to no avail…

Mirror: i am glad you realized that…

Me (smiling to himself): so…whatver i said that evening…is actually turning out to be true…

Mirror: hahaha….as if you didnt know it would.

Me: yahhh…it had to happen…and i dont think i should be bothered anymore…not anymore…

Mirror: :)

Me: thanks dude…

Mirror: thank her…

…………………………….hang up

the entire city infront of me….not a soul in sight…machines making their way through turns and lights…the skyscrapers blinking….my hands folding…my eyes closing…this was always meant to be…involuntary drops of water…my job is done…

Me: i let go…

~a

16 Responses to cryptic…

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Ekta

August 4th, 2006 at 2:33 pm

i dunno what went wrong…btu this sure is a touchy post…read it twice…
I do believe that u can move on only if u let go and thats the most difficult thing to do…do hope things get better!
All the best!

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ankur

August 4th, 2006 at 2:38 pm

Ekta:
thanks a lot. even i realized tht..! :)
and thanks for introducing me to your blog..! take care

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educatedunemployed

August 4th, 2006 at 4:10 pm

Whoa, one of those..”What the hell happened there” moments.Ive had one too many of my own.One thing I figured, things happen they way they had to happen.If you enjoyed what you had, then leave it at that and move on.Give them the benefit of the doubt, why harbour a bitter taste to it all.No point, any which way,if they aren’t around they probably don’t want to be.

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ankur

August 4th, 2006 at 7:19 pm

MG:
Figured…! jst felt like bloggin the monologue..! nayi movie ki script hai..! :)
no seriously..thanks..! means a lot

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educatedunemployed

August 5th, 2006 at 1:23 am

You know, you can always consult me to add to the mellowdrama in your script.I have been told I am good at it.;)

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ankur

August 5th, 2006 at 11:09 am

MG:
knew i cud count on u! so what…u wud mellow it down..or add drama..?

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educatedunemployed

August 5th, 2006 at 11:56 pm

Whaddya think..;)

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Anonymous

August 6th, 2006 at 4:04 pm

dont think it was a JOB was it?:) and you’re right, people feel varying degress of emotions, maybe she felt it more earlier and you less, and now you feel it more.. who knows..

its very surprising to me that someone as pragmatic as you can be so melodramatic:)

so man in the mirror.. what dyu think, was it a job well done?

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ankur

August 6th, 2006 at 4:12 pm

Anon:
thats not a question i can answer. if i cud…i wudnt hv been in this position.

but yah…it was never a job..! and if u think hard…thats exactly what doesnt make me pragmatic..!

beautiful life

:)

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Anonymous

August 8th, 2006 at 1:46 pm

dear ankur,

This is yamini this side…
jst read ur blog n realisd ur in dubai..dunno if ure still here..but do mail me incase u are…
shall give u my no..am in dubai too

tac care
yamini

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ankur

August 8th, 2006 at 1:47 pm

Yamini:
OMG…i totally forgot that you are in dubai too…!! awesome shit…

will mail u my number

~a

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Spew

August 8th, 2006 at 5:54 pm

sorry but to ask the obvious question..

“trrrrrinnggg…trrrinngg”
Mirror: “..”

trrrrinngg….and Mirror(???)

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ankur

August 8th, 2006 at 7:27 pm

spew:
http://spewatschool.blogspot.com/ for the answer to such questions

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Spew

August 9th, 2006 at 2:35 am

b$$$$$$D!

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ankur

August 9th, 2006 at 10:32 am

Spew:
Those were precisely my words too…when i accessed the blog. i am glad we operate on a common wavelength..!

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strangs

September 5th, 2006 at 2:49 pm

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I think the url is
http://www.indiatravelroute.com/?channel=rgxblog14&adgroup=alienwan.blogspot

It’s a must see place.. the site.. and the place too.. cuz these guys have awesome travel packages to India.. the finest ur money can buy!! Not that is so expensive, but for what they’re providing.. totally worth it!!

Later!!

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